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Post by Kezz on Oct 26, 2013 18:36:53 GMT
Speech A year had passed but oh, how it felt so very much longer. It felt as though the months had melded into eternity and now only her broken heart remained, because she ached at the thought of him. It was almost physical pain that passed through her body when she spoke his name, when she tried to imagine his touch, his scent, his eyes and perhaps the worst part of it all was that she couldn't picture a happy ending anymore. She knew what to expect, she was ready for his anger and yet none of that mattered so long as he was close once more.
Of course she was apprehensive; she had every right to be. Natiri had abandoned the love of her life because she hadn't been able to face up to it, because lying to herself, and pretending to him, had been too much in the end and running had seemed the easiest option. She remembered the asphyxia; the horrific sensation of being strangled by the strength of her emotions for somebody other than herself - and quite frankly it had terrified her, when she had once thought fear [and love] was for the intellectually weak. Where Iri had lacked physical superiority, she had always prided herself in being able to compartmentalise the few emotions she had and control them with ease.
Only with Denim that soon became impossible.
The tri-coloured female couldn't say why she had chosen now to return. It had taken weeks of journeying through rough terrain to reach Hexasol, and the solitary life certainly showed on her dull, lustreless fur and the narrowness of her frame. Iri didn't complain about the hunger anymore, she was used to it now, though she always felt it was a shame she hadn't paid more attention during those mentoring lesson with her parents. At least then she would have been able to feed herself to satisfaction. Alas, she had scraped by through scavenging and preying on the weakest animals.
Natiri padded slowly through the woodland that had once been the outskirts of ... home. Could she still call Tempest territory home? It certainly didn't feel like it anymore. The female had always been an outsider, an outcast now, but hadn't Denim been too? Hadn't they managed OK together? That was until she had had upped and left for good. And what about Take? Iri sighed woefully, shaking her head with despair and bitterness once more. One mistake, one bad decision, was all it took to ruin lives, just one. It was simply frustrating that it had to be hers.
Evening was drawing in and the final rays of light cast golden shards through the trees, dappling the ground ahead. The dark, lean figure of Natiri emerged from the undergrowth and found her paws landing firmly on the tracks of a terribly familiar railway line. She might have smiled at the sentimentality of it all; this was where they had first met. Her heart somersaulted in her throat and a wave of sadness came crashing down. Nothing would ever be the same again.
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Post by Picasso on Oct 27, 2013 15:00:22 GMT
Denim wandered the tranquil wilderness, eyes downcast. He was becoming accustomed to the lonesome life of his, and he had come to enjoy the silence. Being alone with his thoughts was something Denim had feared would turn him mad, but Denim no longer cared. Since Natiri had left and Take had grown up, Denim had tried to find new animals to speak to, but all had never ended in friendship. He cast his mind back to the meeting with Brooke's daughter, Addia. It had only been a month ago, and he had enjoyed speaking to her. But Denim could see Addia was uncomfortable around a former Iris-leader's son. He didn't want her to grow distant, but Denim feared that would be what happened. She was blind and vulnerable. Sighing, Denim gazed up at the clear sky. The air still had a bite to it, but it was definitely getting warmer, something Denim was thankful about. It had felt as though winter had lasted far longer than usual.
He weaved through the thick trees, the sunlight shrouded by the leaves above. The temperature was dropping and the sun was soon to set. Denim knew he should find shelter for the night, but he was also keen on exploring. The forest was silent, void of any life whatsoever. Denim had heard rumours of a war brewing from the Tempest. He was sure the Iris weren't ready for what the Tempest had prepared. They were weak without a leader, and Tempest were going to use that to their advantage. And it would mean the dogs would win. As much as he hated Iris, and the war, Denim knew the two animals living side by side would never be an option. There was too much blood on each of their paws, and vengeance played on their mind. Tempest winning the war would turn the entire feline race into slaves, and Denim feared the cats were too weak to fight back.
Pushing his nose through the bushes, he came across the railway. An old, rusting train lay on the track. Nostalgia nearly knocked Denim off his paws, as he remembered the day he and Natiri met. He had almost forgotten the time they could both fit underneath that train. They had been so tiny. A smile played on his lips as he approached the familiar train. It had been a beginning of a friendship that had possibly turned into love. Denim circled the train once, the memories washing over him. It felt nice, but it also ached. His heart throbbed sadly. How had he messed it all up? Natiri had been his one and only friend, and she'd left without a goodbye. He should've followed her scent, tracked her down and confronted her. But for what? She clearly didn't want to be part of Denim's life anymore. Trying to find her would be all in vain.
Letting out a heavy sigh, Denim begun to walk away from the train that had changed his life. There was no use wondering about the past. Iri was gone, and Denim was alone. He started to walk along the tracks, watching his paws and the wooden slats beneath. He walked for several minutes before he smelled something familiar. Freezing, Denim held his breath. He knew he must be imagining it. His mind was playing tricks on him because of his aching heart. Closing his eyes, Denim lifted his head, breathing in the warm, familiar scent of Iri. He'd almost forgotten how good she smelled until it was right here, filling his nostrils. With baited breath, Denim slowly blinked his eyes open, to see the canine standing on the same tracks, looking exactly the same as she did when she disappeared a year ago.
"Iri." Denim breathed out in less than a whisper, voice filled with a thousand feelings. Anguish, heartache, disbelief and anger. Denim stood there with a hanging jaw and wide eyes, swearing to the Gods he must be dreaming.
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Post by Kezz on Dec 20, 2013 14:33:24 GMT
Speech It was as she turned, heart heavy, that she heard it. Her name slipping between the jaws of a lion, the syllables rolling off his tongue as though no time at all had passed and she froze upon the tracks; heart hitching in her throat. Momentarily there was nothing - only the steady, gentle sound of his falling breath whilst the dog stood facing away; too terrified to turn and face her past, her love, her mistakes. Iri could hear the emotions in that word, they were bursting at the poorly woven seams, overflowing and yet the subtlety of his voice made her want to weep. He'd always had the most beautiful voice, she realised; so rich and so warm: if the heat of the sun could have been brought to Earth it would have found it's home within the chest of Florence's son. That much she was sure of. But it was time to turn and that she did... a tide of nausea rising steadily, her teeth clenched tight in anxiety.
As her eyes settled upon his frame, oh so familiar, a flowering of warmth spread in the pit of her stomach and she might have smiled but for the pain that stretched between them like a sheet of emotion. It was extraordinary really; the way he could make her feel despite the separation, still it frightened her perhaps even more so than before because now she could not run and the time had come for her heart to be laid bare. Oh, Natiri knew nothing of what to say nor where to even begin. Had she broken him? Had she torn his trust to pieces, leaving their friendship in tatters, too damaged to repair?
Iri's chocolate brown eyes rested tenderly on his. Silently she moved closer, two steps, three steps and stop - every muscle in her body felt unhealthily tight and she forced herself to breathe as calmly was possible. The feline towered over her now, but then again, hadn't he always made her look minute? Natiri recalled the first time they met as though it were yesterday, and yet it certainly felt like a lifetime ago. Everything had been so very different; she didn't even know if the war was still ongoing in Hexasol! What of the two warring packs? And the Tribe? It was all a faded memory in the back of her mind, she had tried so hard to forget everything her past. But here she stood, in front of Denim, practically lost for words. A gentle it's really you, was all she could manage.
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Post by Picasso on Jan 9, 2014 11:20:59 GMT
KezzIt was as though time had frozen as the two noticed each other for the first time. The world faded from behind her. Nothing else mattered in the world when Iri was here. Blinking in rapid succession, his throat felt dry from uttering her single name. There was a flicker of recognition on her features, and Denim watched in slow motion as the bitch took three measured steps towards him, before stopping. His heart ached in his ribcage, thumping eagerly to bridge the gap between them. The wailing cub inside of him was yearning to tackle her to the ground, as though no time had passed since they'd been young. He longed to touch her, breathe her, feel her, but Denim's paws were stuck to the cold ground, frozen in shock and despair. As much as Denim was thrilled to see Natiri, he knew it would never be the same. She had left him alone, with a puppy to bring up. She'd taken the coward's way out, and Denim had spent years of loneliness. She was the one person in the entire city that grounded him. She gave him purpose. Time began to speed up as Natiri uttered her own words. Yes, it's me, Denim's fleeting thought. Time was slowly speeding up. The leaves rustled on the trees above, the breeze floating through his and her's fur. Yet Denim had no idea what to do next. His jaw hung open, drinking in Natiri's appearance. She had barely changed since they'd last seen each other. Stuck for words, he tried to avert his gaze. His eyes refused to leave her. She was the one thing Denim had held important to his heart. Some may say he wore his heart on his sleeve, but no. He had let Natiri into the deepest crevices of his heart, and she had left. A scream, a shout, a roar bubbled up inside Denim's throat, but he quashed it. There was no use shouting. Before Denim knew what was happening, his knees begun to shake. His whole body buckled under his flimsy legs, and he collapsed to the ground with a distinguishing thud. Groaning, Denim stared up at his true love, fur prickling with anger and lust. She was here. She was truly here, and who knew if she had wanted to see him again? She had left. Denim finally chewed over his words, picking them carefully so not to begin an argument. "You... left me." Unaccusing, just said. Pathetic, even. But Denim needed to know the truth, and the only one who could give him that was Iri.
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Post by Kezz on Jan 25, 2014 17:08:40 GMT
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She regretted speaking immediately, what a foolhardy thing to say. Of course it was Denim! Who else had those big, golden-brown eyes that made her insides contort in a sickening manner? Who else's scent could make her feel heady and took her back to a time when she was simply a fluffy little pup, innocent of the world's horror? Who else did she love, irrevocably and unconditionally? Nobody. Nobody but this lion who stood before her, with an expression that made her blood run cold. He hated her didn't he. He was going to shun her attempts to rekindle whatever friendship she had left behind in the dirt. Though Natiri supposed it was everything she deserved, how could she have been so selfish, so cruel, so uncaring to his feelings? Clegane would have been proud. His daughter finally turning away from that son of Florence. But he had been wrong; he could never have understood the love she held for Denim, and it was likely he never would.
Suddenly there was a deep, reverberating groan that startled Iri from her thoughts. The great African cat was quivering, his limbs buckling beneath the weight of his frame and then he sank to the earth like a dying warrior. The female gasped, eyes aghast - wide with concern, and before she knew it she had closed that wretched gap between them. Her paws carried her swiftly to Denim's side, though she was still cautious; who knew what was going through his head right now. "You... left me." Natiri looked away, guilt pinching every nerve and synapse in her shameful body, because he was right. He had always been right. I was a coward... She whispered, though her expression remained stoic and unreadable; even now the dog struggled to convey her true emotions, even now she wanted to hide everything she felt away from him. That way at least she would be safe from heartbreak.
Iri looked back now, sitting down so that she wasn't towering over poor Denim. A sigh, pregnant with a weary, unkempt sadness, fell from her lips. Where to even begin? She frowned, shaking her head. I know a simple apology will never be enough, but I want you to know that I am sorry, I'm so sorry Denim. It wasn't brilliant, but it was a start at least and that was the most important thing. Natiri was mostly glad that he hadn't started shouting at her... and at this thought, she inwardly cursed herself once more; it seemed that even now her selfishness ran deep to the very core of her bones.
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Post by Picasso on Mar 3, 2014 10:53:39 GMT
Denim searched deeply for the right words, but none came. He had spent months wondering whether she was dead or alive, and yet here she was, without a scratch tarnishing her body. As he wearily gazed up into her woeful eyes, Denim wasn't sure what he even thought anymore. He should be furious with her, abandoning he and Take when they most needed her. He should be sobbing with relief that she was alive and well. He should be embracing her, tackling her to the ground and smothering her in licks and kisses. Yet his limbs wouldn't cooperate. He stayed pinned to the ground, gazing up at her in sadness. A coward? Denim wanted to bark out a laugh at that. She was the coward? He wanted to scream til his lungs were raw. He was the coward! Ever since he was a cub, Denim ran away from everything! And now what? He had lost his family, his Pride and his reputation.
"I dreamt of finding your body," Denim started, voice raspy with a hint of anger and sorrow, "I imagined finding it washed up on a river bank, bloated and mangled. I dreamt of finding it down an alley, ripped to shreds by the Iris. I worried you had been caught by cats or hyenas, eyes gouged out, your bones broken. What did you expect me to think?" Denim finished with a snarl, eyes flashing with fury. He couldn't contain himself. His body trembled with anger as he finally let himself be pulled up. He towered over Natiri, wondering desperately if this could ever be fixed. Could they ever be friends again?
Pushing his nose against hers, Denim stared into her shiny, amber eyes. "I grieved you, Natiri. How could you leave me like that?"
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